Today is a new day! And I needed one after such a sob story yesterday. Good Heavens to Betsy! Well, I finally updated my verse of the day. Have you read it? No? Well its over on my sidebar. Go ahead... I'll wait for you to read it. Did you read it? Isn't it good? Do you think it might apply to me just a tiny a bit? Coincidence?
I think not!!
Isn't it great after sobbing and sniffling over not hearing God ,that he speaks to me there...right in front of my face!! And what are we talking about anyways??????????????
Jealousy!
What? You haven't heard that I have a HUGE problem with that? Oh well.....now you do. Yes, I have a problem with jealousy. Been struggling with it since..well I can't even remember how long. After every miss hap in my life I moan and groan about how" life isn't fair" , "why can't our situation be like theirs" and "Things are so easy for them and always so hard for us". Waa Waa I know! Especially since I really do have so much to be thankful for but still, I struggle. Here are common things that I get jealous about......
* Others making more money then us
* Todds co-workers selling more cars then he does (even though Todd is more honest then they are...don't even get me started on that one!)
*People that are able to have a job AND bring their kids with...how ideal is that!
*Others that are able to lose their baby weight just like that!
*not having a more outgoing personality
*people that get to travel all the time
*things that just seem to fall into peoples laps...but never ours.
*struggling so hard to get pregnant
Doesn't it seem like it always comes down to money?? Like the devotional says..my inner peace is being robbed. I need to say yes to contentment in every area of my life. This can be a very crippling thing to have in your life. But I am happy that I have acknowledged it and recognized it. Its easier to work on things when you can admit to the problem.
So today is a new day and I will CHOOSE to be content with our lifes and what God has blessed us with. And I will CHOOSE to have a joyfull spirit in the midst's of my struggles!
There is this song that I really like and it always brings tears to my eyes because its something I need to remember on a daily basis ! I know its long but, I think its worth it!
I was sure by now,God, that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away, stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
and it's still raining
as the thunder rolls I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives and takes away.
Chorus: And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm
I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away
Chorus
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes onto the hills where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
Well I think I'll wipe my tears now and go make dinner
Thanks for listening to me!