Please Pray

Today I woke up feeling anxious and a little nervous. I had to go to the doctor and have a mole removed. I had been avoiding it for about 2 yrs. I knew that the doctor wanted me to have it removed but a) I don't have insurance and would cost me a few hundred dollars and b) the thought of actually having it removed was somewhat scary. I am afraid of pain and I didn't want to think about it having to be tested and stuff. But I could avoid it no more. When my aunt found out about all this she took charge and made me do it. Which is a good thing. sometimes I need someone to take over and make sure I take care of myself.

I was so nervous walking in. You would think I would feel I could do anything after having 2 children ripped from your loins! But I think it was the unknown part of it. My doctor is so super nice and did a great job. And it only hurt just a little bit.

But now it has to go in for testing and that's what I am worried about. Todd thinks the doctor was acting pretty positive but still, how can you not worry. So please pray for me this week and that all will be well. I go in next Friday to have my stitches removed and will then get the test results.