I'm Bringing Sexy Back

After many years of wanting to join a gym...I have finally done it! After the first of the year and after giving myself the same pep talk from past years I decided enough was enough. I am completely unhappy with how I look and how I feel and I am finally doing something about it. I was having this overwhelming, mind consuming need to get a membership. I almost couldn't get there fast enough! Granted it took a bit of courage to even walk into the place. I felt completely insecure and almost like I was walking back into High School...ugh! But my desire took over and here I am....a member of the gym. And yes you are right to question considering we are so flat broke but I decided I couldn't afford NOT to do it. For once I have to do something for myself. And once mama's happy...everyone gets to be happy. So really it can be considered a gift for the whole family :) (Plus I got a pretty smoking deal...I worked it!) How am I liking it you ask?? I LOVE IT!!! And I am so glad I am loving it because it makes it very easy to go...like everyday. I don't feel as self conscious as I did when I first started. I have my little routine and pretty much just keep to myself. I get free childcare for 2 months so Kaden gets dropped off and plays with the kids while Mama is striving to look hot! Todd has also joined (much to his dismay) but because of his schedule he has only gone a few times. I am hoping we can get to a point that he will go on his own and like it as much as me. So that's whats going on with me right now. If I am not online (Facebook is a major time stealer) then you can probably find me on the elliptical machine if you need me for anything